At That Moment

By Noura Soubra

It was so confusing...I didn't know what decision to take, shall I say yes, or shall I say no? It was a bit early, yet I couldn't stop thinking about it. Endless thoughts and emotions, both heart and mind confused...and it was at that moment when I realized that He was THE only one I could talk to, freely, without boundaries, without blushing, or thinking twice about what to say.

He was there, listening to me, not only to my voice, to my words, He was listening to my silence too, my breathing and my heart beats. He knew the story all over from the beginning, yet He listened, because He knew, that at that moment, I needed to talk.

I needed Him by my side, because at that moment I felt that neither my mom, my dad, my brother or even my best friends, would understand what I'm passing through. He was THE only one to understand, and listen, without giving any comments or confusing me more.

He knew, that at that moment, all what I needed was someone to listen to me.

I needed Him, because I knew He was THE wise, and at that moment, I needed his guidance. I was looking for an answer, yet all what I could see in front of me was the ocean of my thoughts, in which my emotions swam, ending with a horizon. He was the only one to see farthest from there. He knew what was best for me. At that moment, and at every other moment, all what I had to do was trust him.

His answer is special. He won't be lecturing me, but in case I needed to hear his words, I know where to find them. I didn't need to wait for a notification, to know that He responded, because He will be, as He always have been, by my side.